I was miss understood, this festival is carnival i mean, thanks for giving. but this is not, this is sacrifice. just giving for the Allar.
When i went there i was thinking for 'how can i thanks for the animals life?' 'what can i think?' ' what is the life?' something like that.
but, when i went there, people are enjoy, laughing, childrens were exciting, womens were doesn't care so deeply.but, i'm not Muslim, so i couldn't understand noting about culture. i was so deepresure and feeling sorry for the animals.
when i was starting shooting it,i tried to catch the of moment of spirit goes out from the bady..
but, few animals later, i felt bad. coz, me and my camera exposure to blood return, smelling, gasping voice of animal, without head they are
moving so hard, radio waves, brah brah.
i like meat, if there is no meet on dish i'm missing them.
today, i eat most fresh meet front of the caw which still alive. eye to eye feeling thank you for the life and sorry. this meet was very tasty like a yellow part of egg. but i can not through to the stomach, it was complicate feeling.
and today, my psycology wasn't one. possitive upper and negative downer was stay together in a brain.
i feel so much thinking so much. but when i was edditing photo it is very exciting, and get addicted of blood.
well, i was enjoying today so tomorrow i will be there again. take it easy.
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